Musannaf Ibn Abi Shaybah 37717 — Yahya bin Jadah

Abu Sinan reports: Abdullah bin Abi al-Hudhayl was complaining one day of his sins, and a man said to him: O Abu al-Mughirah, are you not the God-fearing one? The narrator said: He said: O Allah, one of Your servants wants to draw near to me, and I call You to witness that I detest him.