Musannaf Ibn Abi Shaybah 37634 — The words of Alqamah

Abu Ishaq narrates about Abu Maysarah that whenever he went to his bed he would weep, then say: "Would that my mother had never given birth to me!" He was asked: "Why?" He said: "Because we have been told that we will come to it, but we have not been told that we will cross it."