Musannaf Ibn Abi Shaybah

Hazrat Abu Ishaq narrates about Hazrat Abu Maisarah, he says that when he would come to his bed, he would start crying and then say: I wish my mother had never given birth to me. He was asked: Why? He replied: Because we have been informed that we will be made to pass over it, but we have not been told that we will cross it safely.